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Finally, December come.

I love December, love the weather (except if it’s too hot, like now), love the feeling (it always make me feel a little blue, to realize the time that I’ve passed), but the mostly I like is because December means : CHRISTMAS.

I always love Chirstmas.

With Santa Claus and decorating the tree.

My mom prepare many cookies and list the idea about what should she make for the Christmas Eve.

I love Christmas, even my Christmas isn’t a white one, but it’s also not the blue one.

If I just have 1 chance taking back the time …

I don’t know what will I do.

I don’t know who will I want to see.

I don’t know at all …

But I still want to have that chance, to taking back the time, so I can fix up everything that I’ve done.

When I hurt someone, when I make someone cry, when I make someone dissapointed.

I just will taking back the time to fix up the wrong that I’ve done.

Today is not a good day for me.

I hurt my friend and even I don’t know is he really hurt or not but I guess I did.

He asked me if it made me feel guilty.

And the answer is ABSOLUTELY NOT.

I didn’t feel guilty for what I’ve already said or done, eve I know it will make us separate, it’ll change our relationship.

But I didn’t feel guilty.

But YES, I feel very sorry.

I didn’t mean, never ever mean to hurt anybody, and this time I hurt my friend that special for me.

All I can say just sorry.

I wish if I can recover it, turn back time before the pain happen, but I can’t, that’s not my ability.

I’m so sorry friend, so sorry.