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How if you fallin in love to someone who’s not belong to you?

How if the feeling is too deep ’till it hurt yourself?

How if he/she don’t know and they become your best friend?

Kadang perasaan kaya gitu dateng waktu kita tiba-tiba sadar kalau selama ini, sobat kita yang biasanya diajak sharing, tau-tau bilang "Hey, I’ll marry with someone else".

Hurting.

The choice is : still being his/her friend and hide the feeling forever or try to take their heart back.

Nah, kalau diterima, baguslah, persahabatan bisa diterusin jadi romance yang kayanya bakal asik (soalnya masing-masing pribadi sudah tau kemauan & pribadi pasangannya).

Tapi kalau ga diterima gimana?

Bukan ga mungkin kan malah jadi bumerang buat diri kita sendiri.

We lose he/she and the relationship (in this case a friendship) become nothing.

Well, barusan ini ada yang bilang gini ke aku :

Being the 2nd isn’t a destiny, that’s a choice.

Bener ga sih?

I write something about feeling lonely few days ago.

And a friend of mine said that I really, really sounds very blue.

Well, yeah, actually, at the time, when I post it, I’m deeply in blue.

My world just seem very silence.

Like no one stand beside me.

Like I try to walk alone in the mud and have no one to help me reach out of it.

But……….

That’s my mellow side.

As I’ve told everyone always, I’m not a perfect person.

I can be so cheer up one time, but I can be so blue at the other side.

I’m just a human, that’s my right to turn like that.

So my friend, take it easy.

At the time, I’ll pass it and be like me usually.

Cheers

I don’t know why I feel so empty lately.

It feels like I’m lonely, everybody walk around me but no one can touch me.

I just wish it won’t b long.